Today was yet another outburst of some sort. Starting to be governed by my anger emotions a lot. Well at least after reading a book I can understand a few more things better about myself, how come I react a certain way. I'm like practically masking everything with anger. Not very healthy but ya. At least I know how things work now, maybe I'll find a solution some time.
So much knowledge, so little control. Gotta really find ways to try to cope with these outburst. Hmmm, I feel so irrirated about being this way. Always takes quite a while before I realize what is really going and try to stop myself. But still things have already been done and I cannot reverse that process. Anger, too much already. Every fear and worry and pressure is just met with anger. I gotta change the emotion association man. Use some other emotions other than anger.
Seeing smokey patches and some weird color patterns. Probably fatigue. So tired until my mind starts seeing weird things. Going to faint soon I guess. Better type finish this before I collapse. And if I do well, not very good.
11:30 pm;
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Norman Woon
21 Years Young
Male
27/03/1987
MJS, MSS, CJC(rox)
