Sunday, November 30, 2008
title:{Vulgar Post}
This post is gonna be pretty vulgar. Not really but its just a minor usage of the F word. So those faint at heart please shy away now.
I have discovered the answer to all life's question and problems. I was discussing about the violence issue in Mumbai with my friends. Then it occurred to us. The reason is simple. Its Fucked Up. Yes. That is the answer to every complicated social and political issue that plagues the world. Why the terrorist like that, why why why. Simply because, its fucked up, they're fucked up or we're fucked up. Very simple. Don't need to think so much. Its simply fucked up.
For those who disagree or try to reason with me on this point. Please refer to 2 years of your army experience, for girls please go sign on. After a while you'll realize, its fucked up. Why the Men/Sergeants/Officers are like that, because its fucked up. Very easy. Why I never bother making the world a better place and instead chose to complain, because I'm fucked up. And you realized once you use this powerful word. Nothing can trump it. NO ONE can add on to it, and still make a greater impact. Why? Because its fucked up.
11:25 pm;
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
title:{Puking Therapy}
Man monday sucked big time. I can't believe something like that actually would happen to me. I had 2 papers. 1 morning and 1 evening. I think I ate something bad for lunch. Ended up puking out my lunch during the second paper. Had to go toilet twice. Terrible experience. My chest felt like it was gonna burst. Now I'm feeling like crap. Don't dare to drink much water for fear of having it happen again. And feeling so dehydrated. Not good. Good thing the last paper is 3 days away. Enough time to recover and study a bit. Terrible semester. And to think there's 7 more of it to go.
8:11 pm;
Friday, November 21, 2008
title:{Temptation Island}
As I venture closer to being a Catholic, I question myself, am I ready? What does it mean to walk down this path that I'm traveling on. To me, it feels like a journey that I must take. Something like a compulsory journey through life. Like primary and secondary school. Except it is more of a spiritual education. Hopefully at the end of it, I'll change and be a better person, or at least have a different perspective of life.
Along the path, temptation runs high. I feel everyday that I must pray if not I fear I may weaken. Always requiring the strength to carry on through everyday. I feel this journey is getting tougher and tougher as I near the end point. Well exams are round the corner too. So many things on my mind. Just gotta take things one day at a time
11:34 pm;
Friday, November 14, 2008
title:{High School Musical 3}
I finally watched HSM3. Finally got the closure of watching the last of the trilogy. All them movies make you feel good a bit then when you leave the cinema the reality hits you really really hard. Exams.
I got a study week which I have no idea how to approach my studying. I can mug and mug and mug, but in the end its gonna be the case of seeing questions I have no idea what the hell is going on. Stupid open book exams. Grrr. One semester is over. I really need to set aside time to do my music, and my studies. And my FUCKING IPPT. Screw the army man. I wish the first person who created that concept will have retarded babies. Make peace not war. If no one can understand that simple concept, they should all have retarded babies.
11:18 pm;
Sunday, November 09, 2008
title:{Exam Stress}
So quickly 13 weeks has come and gone. Including the recess break. My goodness. Exams. I can't believe it. My university semester has come and gone ever so quickly. I'm too young for this. This is too fast. Die
9:30 pm;
