Books sure provide a great knowledge especially when you are so confused about yourself. Although some boosts are great, it might be bias so its best to read 2 at the same time. So that way you can like pick out similarities and differences and make better judgements about yourself.
Aggression is on the high for me. Probably because I'm really tired and its some defence mechanism aimed at protecting me. Suffering from fatigue, always wanting to sleep in class. But its like almost my second nature, anything probably just respond with aggression. At least not on the physical sense but ya my insides do flare up often. So far my best way to avoid any build up is to walk away from any situation.
Fear is like the root of many our of problems. Worries, stress, everything is all tied down to fear. Fear of many many things. At least I kinda understand how it is affecting my reaction to many things in life. Fear of embarassment, shyness, bruising of pride and ego, all the simple things. But however it can have a real great impact if we do not fully understand how it works and how it really controls us. So ya read more books. Life is about learning so go learn stuff. Studies is important but you must read to boost brain power too.
Anyway these few days been not feeling well. In fact been getting a bit sickly since last week. Hope I can still sing for tomorrow, or even be able to appear in school tomorrow. Oh well, must go meditate and find ways to reduce my aggressive reaction to many things and change it into something more pleasant for me and those around me instead.
4:29 pm;
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Norman Woon
21 Years Young
Male
27/03/1987
MJS, MSS, CJC(rox)
