Haiz, yet another day where depression and misery sets in. Can feel the darkness of negative thoughts and emotions just washing over me and knocking down every defense I have, something like a dementor sucking the life out of you. Haiz. I hate this. Feeling so crappy and stuff. Probably hope I can end this just as how I end all my horrible nightmares, get myself killed so I can wake up or something. Anyway who cares. I doubt anyone bothers.
So I decided to take all my troubles on myself physically. Doing the usual 3 sets and stuff. This time, it was raining. Not really pouring but nevertheless there is rain. Feeling headache a bit. Maybe I'll catch pneumonia or something and die. End all this horrible misery of mine. After all, no one cares ya? Even I don't.
Missing my EmpowerU friends. The emotion bond we all shared, it just can't be broken. Somehow or another, we know how each other feel and how we think. So cool to have buddies like that. Sadly, don't really have friends that share that same kind of closeness. Not many people probably share the same kind of crazed passion as me. Haha miss the times we had man. Just being really out of our minds.
Night studying yet again. Going to miss my family now. Not going to see them as often as I should, at least there is still the weekend. Oh wells, I'm going to like go meditate and try to clear my head. This morning's nightmare was seriously too crazy for me to handle.
8:17 pm;
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Norman Woon
21 Years Young
Male
27/03/1987
MJS, MSS, CJC(rox)
