Haiz. Mistakes are repeated yet again. One which I thought I would never see again yet it is there again. Sometime I so wanted to forget. Haiz. At least now I know how some people feel already. Takes so much slaps in the face to make you realize what the hell is going on.
Deja vu. I'm like repeating what I did last year. This time on a different person. Why man why? This is so stupid. Kinda angry as myself. Angry that I let small things effect me so much. So much for forgive and forget. Letting go is more important. And I still lug around too much emotional baggage. No point trying to start things anew when you still cling onto the past. And will let hurt yourself and all those around you. I wish I can turn back time and do things right again. So people can be spared my horrendous actions.
Such pain has not be felt for quite a while. So familar yet so devastating. Its really a dulling ache on the heart. Something like being stabbed many times. Haiz. I don't think I'm going to open up anymore till many many years later. Gonna lock up the emotional stuff and throw the key away. Hopefully one day I am able to really throw away all the baggage that's holding me down.
Got a really nice song. Pachelbel's Canon In D choral version. Its very soothing. And its sung by boys. Man so beautiful. I keep listening to like maybe many many times already. More than 20 times today. Just keep on let it repeat in my head.
Benedictus, benedictus Qui venit in nomine benedictus In nomine Domine
Sanctus Dominus Deus Sabbaoth Pleni sunt coeli et terra gloria Sanctus Dominus Deus Sabbaoth Pleni sunt coeli gloria.
Such a beautiful song. It really lifts my heart up and relieves me of some of my burden. Clears my head so I can understand things better. Most of all, keeps me sane. Very nice. Feel more relaxed and calmer.
8:41 pm;
N {PROFILE}
Norman Woon
21 Years Young
Male
27/03/1987
MJS, MSS, CJC(rox)
