Wow. Time really flies when you're having fun. Especially these 2 years. It was simply fantastic and the experience is exhilarating. Too bad it had to end so quickly. Graduation marks the official end of my JC career as a student. Not just a student, but a contributor to many aspect of JC life in CCA and academic performance. Man, I sure miss everything. Friends especially. All those people whom I'll always love with all my heart. And of course some who gets a bigger piece of it. Choir, Robotics, Computing gang, 1T16/2T16 Class of 2004/2005. Everything about CJC rockz big time. I wish time will stand still so I can bask in its great glory.
Finally realized why I've been feeling empty. Perhaps I'm longing for someone in my life. God? A companion? Or it is something else. Right now I'm pretty lost. I realized I've been wandering aimless for these few days. No mood to study because I don't know what I'm studying for. Good grades to go to a university? But what do I do after that. Sure if you got good grades to enter any course. What's the point if you got no aim in life to pursue. No dreams or goals to achieve. A degree means nothing without a purpose. You can have all the grades and all the degrees. But without a purpose, its as good as having non of it at all. A normal person without all these can perhaps lead a happier life than those who have everything.
So when do I go for my conversion to Catholicism and baptism. Something that has been in my mind for the second half of the year. I have belief yet I lack faith. Perhaps I still don't understand many things yet. I'll let time tell me what to do. But time is short.
Looking at the state of the world now. No, I'm not talking about natural disasters, I'm talking about man-made disasters. Crimes. People killing each other, raping each other, stealing from each other, hurting each other physically, psychologically, mentally and financially. It's as though their sole purpose in life is to take another's. So, are we lucky to be alive, or unlucky? Pretty hard to tell ya.
But I know what I'm living for and why I'm living for it. I'm living because I have many great friends who has guided me to become who I am today. 2 years ago, my life was crappy. I did lots of evil stuff unmentionable. But my friends have shown me the path away from the darkness and into the light. These great people have molded me into who I am today. A better person. So the best way to express my gratitude is to live a purposeful life for them. I hope I don't screw up so much.
7:51 pm;
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Norman Woon
21 Years Young
Male
27/03/1987
MJS, MSS, CJC(rox)
