Emotionally down again. I don't know why. But ya let's go through events of the week.
Had CJC Open House. Quite a fun time although it kinda looked more like CCA Pasar to me. Well, the highlight was of course the mass dance. No one was enthu enough to be my partner and go dance in the rain. Weird thing is, I managed to find a dance partner and it just happened to be Jean. Weird huh, the only person I managed to find and is willing to go dance in the rain. Super fun man. Did the orientation dance and the charity twice each. Feels like orientation all over again.
Results. Got lousy grades and first time didn't get my A. Expect my computing to get A, but got a just B. Haiz probably because I didn't study some stuff enough. Same for maths. Power blow to me man. Thought my stats was quite good. End only just pass. Super wicked man.
Some considered my grades to be alright. But well. I think its atrocious. Letting my parents down pretty badly. Considering what they've done since last year. This is totally upsetting to myself. Given the freedom to do whatever I want, such a change from secondary school. Though abusing it has been done many a times. I still am thankful for them letting me roam around without any restrictions as before. Probably because I'm more mature now.
Hmmm saw an old friend's nickname. He's aiming for A1, 4 As, and 2 S-Paper Distinction. Haha. Man that guy is so ambitious. Even made a bet that he will jump if he scored double digits for O levels. Luckily he scored 9 points if not we really would go push him liaoz. Sigh, my grades are plummeting down the drain. I feel so depressed I feel like dying. Haiz, getting a bit crazy and stuff like that. More vulgar lately too. Letting all the kept up emotions out these few days. Though it reminds me of secondary school days. Never a day passed without some F words coming out and middle finger flying everywhere.
Well, kinda cool and fun. To others it might seem crude and rowdy. But I guess its all in how you view it in what context.
7:55 pm;
N {PROFILE}
Norman Woon
21 Years Young
Male
27/03/1987
MJS, MSS, CJC(rox)
