For the first time in my life I've been labelled a "Casualty". Well not too serious hence the inverted commas. Freaky man. Let me tell you about my fucked up experience in BMT. After getting pumped and doing crunches under the hot sun and on freaking burning tiles where I got beautiful blisters and burn marks, went back to bunk to like try to cool down when all the sudden just starting feeling breathless, or rather breathing very hard. Thought it was nothing, proceeded to toilet to wash face.
Still having like shortness of breath, then decided to go back to bunk. Sit down, still feeling head pain like numbness or cramp and everything was like so weird, people around asking if I'm okay. Tried to stand up when all of the sudden, BAM!, it hit me. Totally body cramp head to toe as though paralyse like that. Its a damn fucked up feeling man. Can hear all the platoon people screaming for the Sergeants to come up and even the 2I/C came up as well. Man normal body temperature and still got cramps. Can't be heat cramps ya? Lol. But seriously for that half an hour or so before the medic came , it was seriously like shit. Have difficulty moving hands though lower body seems fine. But wah really hyperventilating liaoz.
Its like a near death experience. Not something you wanna try out once in your life. Haha Tekong medical centre sux big time man. They brought me in. Took 1 hour before I could register, by that time I was almost alright, and waited for so long before seeing the MO. By the time I walked in, I was alright already. Waste my bloody time. Got Attend A, or sort of. As good as being fit. Freaky feeling man.
Kinda traumatised, cannot sleep. Just reminds me that don't bloody waste my life on that island just so as to accomplish objectives that are distant and unreal. Especially military stuff. One of my platoon mates kena confined for a slip of tongue. Damn stupid. It was freaking burning and he kinda like replied to the sergeants "why don't you try it(push up or touch the tiles with bare hands) lah". Stupid shit man.
Makes me wonder why I even try to bother to be nice when there are so many fucked up people out there. Fine I'll fight fire with fire then. Screw being nice man. Pointless waste of my time.
3:03 pm;
N {PROFILE}
Norman Woon
21 Years Young
Male
27/03/1987
MJS, MSS, CJC(rox)
