Man I feel really dark. So much evil and hatred and anger. And nothing to soothe it all. Whahaha. How nice to be feeling that way. Kinda sucks because there is still many little pockets of good conscience and guilt and goodwill and all that stuff. Can still feel it residing somewhere inside.
Still sick. Rather I am sick. What the fuck. Anyways been coughing like mad. Like got lung cancer like that. Haha. The doctor even asked me if I smoke. I'm like what the hell man. Not yet anyways lol. Fever subsided but not the headache. Man it still hurts once in a while. And my knee is still hurting once in a while as well. I don't know why but its been there for quite a while liao. Maybe I can use it to go downgrade or something. At least I can go avoid some stuff for now. Stupid running all the time and not enough time to recover. Goodness. That's what SAF does to you. Fucking knock you upside down and spit you out. They don't call it SERVE AND FUCKOFF for nothing man. Serve your ass off and then they fucking kick you onto the street and leave you there to fend for yourself.
Anyways. Yupz. What shall I speak of this time. I have no idea. I just wish, somehow things will get better. But judging from the news, the world seems to get suckier and fuckier all the time. Hehe Fuckier, I wonder if such a word existed. Lol I bet many people probably have already gotten disgusted at my blog posts. Oh wells. Can't be helped. People change all the time. Some into worse case like myself. Woohoo High Five man.
Kinda sucks I cannot enjoy myself during my block leave. There is like only a few more days left to enjoy and I'm fucking sick. What the hell man. Why the hell should I get sick on the best of times. I wanna enjoy a nice cup of coffee, watch movies, eat chips and drink booze till kingdom comes. And of course not to forget eat lots of junk food. Man I gotta like make up for all the lost time by double dosing myself with the junk materials. I'll try it soon. Peace out. <---Irony
9:53 pm;
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Norman Woon
21 Years Young
Male
27/03/1987
MJS, MSS, CJC(rox)
