Man fucking cheebye. All my course mates are bunch of fucking bastards. CSM ask people who the fuck wanna take up the guard duty spot. Anyway everyone all need to do just only which weekend. Then ask for people to do for this weekend. All the fucking cheebye assholes just give fucked up reasons like "Oh i got farewell party." "Oh my girlfriend leaving in 3 weeks time. Fuck you lah. Wah lau eh. CSM so good give you chance you all want to fucking give this bullshit reason. I also got my fucking commitments what? Lan jiao lei. Like I very free like that. I one week can give 2 or 3 peoples reason lor. Fuckers man.
Today Stand by bed not bad. Kena checked by CSM. Wah so good man. Never kena a single pumping. Wah orgasm ar. Shiok lol. But sianz. Tomorrow got guard duty. Must book in tonight by 2359. Sianz only like 3 hours outside. Fuck man. FUck you all man. Chao cheebye one by on. Lan jiao.
Sianz. Super depressed. Read book on depression also not helping. Doesn't really help when I always try my best to put up a good face to show people I'm a normal kid just like them so I can fit in. Fuck it man. Trying my best liao still got so many assholes in the world. Not easy man. So many things on my mind, so many things to plan for. Stupid army man. Wasting my time.
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Norman Woon
21 Years Young
Male
27/03/1987
MJS, MSS, CJC(rox)
