A spark. A glimmer. Just a tiny flame still glowing in the dark. Which would you notice most. The black or the white. The small ones are always the ones that make a difference. Just like the little voice in me. So irritating. How to get him to shut up. I don't know. But somehow his voice holds more weight than the rest.
The song 'Hide And Seek' comes to mind. Where are we, what the hell is going on. Seriously. I don't know. I'm kinda confused at the moment. Even sitting down and relaxing ain't helping me no more. Too much thoughts and conflict within. I don't know which side to choose. The good or bad. Either way. It doesn't let me sit on the fence. I have to choose. But which is it?
Burnt my hands before. Burn it again? Why? For what? What gains do I have? Should I even think about personal gains? No. Maybe yes, maybe no. But why? Too many complications. This year seriously sux big time. I can't seem to get anything right at all. Conflicts. Emotions running wild. Suppressing them isn't working out as I thought it would. Who cares? I do. Maybe someone else does. But who? Why? What is love? Where is love? Lost. In here. In there. In everywhere. Its confusing. Where will this end, where will this take me. What am I looking for? You? Me? Them? What?
Songs. Music. Acapella. Fading. Fast. What is it? I can't remember. Who am I? What are they? What is this all about? Where does it go? Where will it stop?. Now? Here? When? So many questions. Too many questions. Little answers. Listen to whom? GOD? The darkness? Myself? My friends? Who? And where are they? Not here, not there. Somewhere. This is so confusing. I'm lost. I'm blind. I can't see. Who remembers even the memory of me?
8:55 pm;
N {PROFILE}
Norman Woon
21 Years Young
Male
27/03/1987
MJS, MSS, CJC(rox)
